Ohh Love; A beautiful series written by an X-lover :)

hello there ...
everyday we meet new people , we leave people, we might get new friends, we might appreciate and like new people, we might smile and feel something moves in our hearts, we might CHANGE... We might Love someone...

Love is the noblest among words ever pronounced in life; everyone of us has his own definition for this word. Some build their definitions on theories, while the other describe how they feel toward someone and come up with straight beautiful and nice words and call it definition of THEIR love ...

He is an ordinary person. He lived his life searching for the light in his future; they told him be cool, and so he did. they told him study, and so he did. they told him have a company, and that's what happened. finally, they criticized him for not being in love, and regretfully he did what he felt suits his life and personality and position between the others...

he had this company of friends who they love more than himself, a nice and cool friends he had, and among them, he saw that girl. she was the cutest among girls; she was the one for him, she was something different - at least for him.

he loved her. but he discovered later that she fall in love with him before even he notices anything toward her...

This series is actually what he wrote during his love relation with her since he felt something for her in his heart until he em.... broke up with her...

every 3 days i will put 1 part of this series.... and i hope you learn before you like it

Mohannad

cool
go on man

يعطيك العافية يا مهند

hello all again...
Sorry for letting you wait for so long, but i had many things to do and now everything's alright alhamdulillah ....

Getting back to our story and our desperate lover ... here is PART II

Our lovers had many troubles, and once!! he misbehave with her ... he compared her to her friend who is not showing good manners to the other people... she gone mad!! she didn't believe what has befallen... she wept and cried and wanted to seperate!! finally, she decided to leave him for a couple of days hoping that this might help her to wipe the tears from her eyes... he wept and cried too but felt blamed and ashamed and.... he wrote ... I am Sorry...

يعطيك العافية اخ مهند

After seperating for a while; they started over again million strong. They started feeling alot of feelings inside them... Unfortunately, they really fall in love with each other, but this time, it is true... this time!! it wasn't only love, they reached the level of infatuation! and we all know it is the highest level of love... they started to avoid the "red-lines" they put to their relation, and they couldn't live a day without seeing each others...

Their day, was, they wake up in the morning, and who wakes up first calls the other one on the phone ... they get dressed and prepare themselves, and meet at 7 am.. and then they go to their university. Having their lectures together, and when they finish they get out of the university immediately, then they spend everyday "a day-out". At night, she goes back to her Housing "sakan" because it closes at 9 pm.. then they spend the rest of the day on phone! Simply, this was their schedule for everyday... He felt like he is in heaven, he never wanted to leave her for a moment , he wanted to be with her as long as he can, he wanted to be with her forever!! he wrote in Arabic this time, and i will translate it to English:

أخ مهند عيوني صارن يفتان قد ما هو الموضوع حلو بس جميل
يعيطيك العافية

After leaving her, he spent many days alone... he doesn't care about anyone or anything, he doesn't stay at university after finishing his lectures, he doesn't respond to strange numbers on his phone, he doesn't stay or call his friends...

Alot of things changed with this poor lover internally and externally, but the story goes on...



A day passed, a week, two weeks, twenty days passed. He thought he forgot about
her! But once he was walking fast to reach for something. His mobile rang, he
picked it up! Oh God! It's her. Her number that he used to save as "My
Love" in his mobile. He answered as fast as he could, yes hi! She
said, hello, how are you? He replied, fine, and you? She replied, everything
is alright. Where are you? I need you, she said.

The poor guys met again. She said; don't go home today, I need you
tonight for something and to talk with you. He approved directly. At that
night, when they finished studying. She nodded then said: "Where were you?
Why you left this way??" He said nothing then said, I was around. Please,
don't talk about the past! Spending more than an hour discussing why he left
and what the excuses were; they started screaming and yelling at each others and
her friend stopped them. And they came back together again.

A new problem came to the surface again. They had a fight and as always
her friend stopped it. Meanwhile, his anger grew older and older. He felt that
he can't give more chances to her, and by the first fight, he said it's
over.

At mid-day time, she asked him by a message, why could this happen to us? Why all
of this? Who is responsible? What are the main reasons for this? He gave no
certain answer, and then he called her. Talking for a little, and then planning
to talk at night.

He called her at night. No certain answers were given by both, the guy and the
girl. They were confused. But he was so serious in that
conversation. Give me one time you listened to me? Tell me! When did you follow
me in anything? When did you ask me for something and I didn't obey? He said.
She was confused, but she answered and he couldn't understand. Surprisingly, why
don't you treat me like any girl you know? Why can't you understand that you
only who loves and I don't? She said. He nodded, and kept looking
around speechlessly. Then, he said: it's alright. You got what you need; you
are like any girl I know. But in his mind, it's over.

يسلموا إيديك يا مهند على الموضوع

THAAAAAANX MOHANAD GO ON ITS VERY NIIIIIIICE

well, after deciding to be friends... he couldn't bear it!! he loves her!! he loved her!! he will love her forever! he just cant stand this... he invited her to start over... and she approved because!!!!! she is loving him also!! what lovers they are!! they came back together... here is the sixth part.... (Something Wrong)



Day after day, her love has grown old; and my feelings for her become
much bigger and bigger. Felt the warmth by her side, I never wanted to separate.

I made a mistake before a couple of days by making a similarity between
her and a friend of her, I didn't think it would make that wound inside her; I
just focused on the sentence that may help my words to come out for her.

It had hurt her so much. She couldn't even resist at night, and her
friend took her to the hospital as an outlet of what happened between us. And
it hurt me so much, but I couldn't help it, even by telling that I am sorry.

After that, we didn't meet for three days and we couldn't even speak to
each others, but what I was sure of; that she has grown so mad of me.

Then she started neglecting me in many ways, and I am not that fool for
not observing her behaviors as a reaction for what happened, but she didn't tell!!

Trying to call her yesterday but I couldn't, send many messages but
with no answer; I realized that there's a problem, or she's going to tell
something for me in the next morning. Waiting the meantime, then meeting with
her; the first word she said: "We will decide today a big thing between you
and I", then she said nothing. I was speechless with a small tear in my eye.

After finishing our lectures, we moved to restaurant
nearby, and then we started talking ….

next time we will see what is the wrong thing!!!

GO ON

hello again Today we'll see the wrong thing!! u've been waiting for so long ahh?? sorry, i had alot of things to do but now im done with everything alhamdu-lillah



She said: let me tell you something and I did approve.



She didn’t know what to say but I
helped her in that by telling: It's ok, no need for any explanation or
introduction, just tell direct speech and stick to the point please. She nodded
her head, and then scratched a little in her forehead, she said: Well, I am
very sorry to tell you that I can't help being a liar with you, I just can't. I
didn't understand what she meant, then I said: how could you be a liar and you
are the one for me, and you have never told any lie to me?? She said nothing
then she said: well, this case must come to an end, I just can't stand being
with you without loving you or being related to you though I am not having
anything for you inside of me.



I couldn't help saying any word; but I
was sure of that I do not believe any of her words. Really, I was shocked and
confused of that. I couldn't resist at first, and then I felt something moving
in my stomach.



I called a friend of mine and told him
to come faster to me; and as long as I counted the minutes, he came asking "what's
wrong??" I told him that I need his "ID" to go to the
university's doctor to check up on me and he approved. By the time, we went to
the doctor and got some medicine in our hands. Coming back to her and some of
my friends; I just focused on the way how I could talk and leave them in peace.







We finished, but never our eyes met in
a moment. Walking together 'till we reached the queue to go back home, I asked:
still anything left to tell?? She nodded and said: when I remember I'll tell
you. Then I said farewell and she said the same. But the most important among
all of these that she said it!! Yes she said the words that made me down. she
said: Good-Bye my lover.

hello everyone...

sorry for being detached and not writing here or in any other part in our precious forum... anyways... our story has reached its End....

They got tired!! a problem everyday! a hard discussion everyday... tears eveyday ... her friend who he appreciates and like graduated... and they remain alone...

Firstly, they start over million strong! she told him this time... I LOVE YOU!! he accepted that and couldnt believe this at first!! he got used into this!! this time he loved her more than himself!! he swore by every holy thing to love her more and more and they stuck together in a strong relation for a short period.... BUT!!!

Once he invited her to dine with him and she accepted as they spent most of their days hanging out together! everyday they went to a city and have a new adventure...

He started with, my love, there are two months left for your graduation and i have a year left... once you're done with your bachelor u'll leave back to where ur family lives.. to KSA... what shall we do?? am i suppose to wait 'till i graduate then we will regroup? or we will make a step forward and tell our families of what feelings we have toward each others?? She nodded... Well, frankly speaking, i won't hurt you, but i want to tell you the truth... are you done with marriage stuff? i mean, house, work, have enough money? psychologically ready?? i think you're not! she said.
It was a big surprise for him! he couldn't say a word, then, "are you serious? you know from thee start that we have to wait till we stand on a tough ground and help each others and do everything together!! we didn't discuss this since we first met! what's going on?" he said... with a smile, she replied: then think twice my.... pal!

A day passed, two, three and a week passed! they never talked in anything.. but they planned to talk finally! they opened again the same topic and spent a day discussing everything... they never made a compromise... when her graduation was nearly to happen! he gave up trying , he fell to his knees asking her mercy upon him!! he failed to understand everything! it's hard on him! she has nothing to do with anything, she wept!! she cried!! she fell down with him and was crying! they cried that night! Ohh God!! Ohh God!! how weird this world seems to them!! but finally they accepted reality as it is , and as it was planned for them from the start...

In her last day at university, they were together, with tears they started, with tears they talked, with tears they grapped their hands, with tears they got into the bus, with tears they SAID GOOD-BYE....

They failed? They were victims of circumstances?? they were naiive?? they were fake??? Their story finished!! their love vanished!! they fail!! .... But most of all, our love story has come to its end.. Alas..

You know?? this story is the story of my life!!! the story of Mohannad and his beloved girl!! no one knew that?? i wrote every single line with tears as i do regret what happened with tears... and i will finish it with tears... Goodbye my lover, Goodbye my friend, YOU HAVE BEEN EVERYTHING FOR ME...